saturday afternoon

here i am now.

at home on a saturday afternoon. usually i would have just gotten out of rolling on the bed with him.

i've been rolling on my bed, alone. listening to music. waiting for him to call.

i guess this is the time when the saying is appropriate

if you love something, set it free. if it comes back to you, it is yours. if it does not, it was never meant to be in the first place.

you yuan mei you fen.

i hold on strongly to that.

yes i miss him desperately. just be stronger.

there's a gathering later by a mutual friend. i wonder whether he'll be there.