lies

Why talk about the future when we can't even pass the 9 months mark. I'm so hurt. So so hurt. Why did I ever let myself believe that I will be treated right, and that I will be loved again. It is all fake. There is no man like that in the world.

And to think that he asked why was I so quiet. I feel so fucked. What should I say that is appropriate?

His friend accidently blurted out about them having lunch together. He told me he went to take away. Why would he even need to lie about things like that? Why? Why? Why is it like that? What sort of person does he think I am?

I'm so disappointed. Can this be fixed?