communication and affection

Things got much better since I blew up at him and told him exactly how I felt. Yes I bawled like a mad dog but I couldn't control myself.

Ever since then he's been really loving and affectionate and all. Affectionate as before.

But somehow I feel something is missing. Can I be sensitive again? The other day he was listening to these sad songs by this sad singer. And today when I went to his ex gfs site, I saw the songs posted there. No price for guessing where he downloaded it from.

Does he still have feelings for her? I should put myself in his position. I have exes. I keep in touch with them, but I have no feelings for them. But then again it's been ages ago. Is it possible they've become friends in such a short time with strictly platonic feelings for each other?

I feel that he keep more to himself these days, hardly really tell me how he feels. And then I will feel sensitive and be affected by it and in return, try to hold back. This is really bad.

I don't wanna hold back from him. I love him. I want to share his thoughts and I want him to share my thoughts. I dont want us to have communication problems. We used to say that we have great communications.

Please let that remain.